Checking in

I realized I hadn't been on here in quite a while, so I thought I'd drop in and add a little note. My daughter just got her driver's license last week. Talk about a mile stone. Now I have another worry to add to my list. I swear if anything happens to her, I really don't know what I will do. But, you can't not let them live right? She is now officially a senior in HS. One more year ! I can not believe how fast the time goes. When she first started HS, everyone told me that the next 4 years would just fly by. I remember thinking 'Yeah right! I can't wait to get this over with.' Now, it's like 'Oh my God. She is going to be graduating! Then she'll be gone too.' Just part of life right?

Still missing my baby boy sooo much. A dear friend of mine had a pillow case made with his picture. Every night I kiss him and tell him good night and how much I love him. At least I don't cry every day now. Oh trust me, I could! I can now make my self not think about him all day long. I just keep thinking that now, he has been gone for the same amount of time of how old he was when he left us. He was 4 months and 1 week old when he died. He has been gone for 4 months and 1 week. This just sucks ! ! ! !

Well - - until I post again - -- bye.